i go to waco on friday for an interview with Fox 44 @ 1pm.
i’m a little excited.
a little scared.
a little nervous.
and very stoked.
i hate waiting to see if things work out. i’ve done everything on my end, now i just have to sit and wait. i want this more then i thought i would. i don’t know what i will do if i don’t get it, i guess just continue existing like i’ve done for the past year. it’d be nice if it happen. to be honest, it gave me a glimpse of the future. i saw a light at the end of the tunnel that i would get out of this funk and be successful. now if it doesn’t happen… i don’t know what i’m going to do. i don’t want to spend the rest of my life working retail. i want to work for a news station. technical director is my goal. i’ll get there… it will just take a lot of work. and moving to waco and getting this job will help 100x. and… if sandra would leave with me… i feel as if it would benefit her just as much as it would me. i think we are just to people that are in desperate need of a change of scenery.
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People who know the full story ask me if I feel bad. The God honest truth: not at all.
I will never feel bad because I love her, and she loves me. I love her more then you could ever… and I know she loves me more then she could ever love you. And damn son… you’re so naive. I will never feel awful for bettering our lives. Cause thats all it was… was bettering our lives.
I man come on bro… I hate to sound like a douche bag… but I am an upgrade.
aha.
I love me some her.
I love me some me.
I’m just… 
.. and you love it… well, maybe not you, but i know she does!
